exam result? timemachine? apa kaitan?
well, look..
i'd burst into tears just now after looking at all of my exam paper.. and see the result, it's the worst nightmare ever.. after years of being a student, i never have a result like what i get now.. if i was given a chance to turn back time, i would turn it to a month ago so that i could be prepared completely bfore the exam.. i guess, this is what i got for studying last minute.. seriously, i'd regret.. when receiving some of my exam paper last 2 days, i shocked.. then i asked myself.. "u must be kidding me.. is this my exam paper? r u sure? f--k off!" i dun believed that my name was written on dat exam paper.. well, yah, its my paper.. my handwriting n my name were written on dat paper.. i have to accept the fact.. this time, all of my results, all DROPPPP! only 2 papers have some improvement.. my moral n physic.. but others, smua merosot berpuluh-puluh n berbelas-belas markah.. damn it!
when i'm express the matter to others, they pointed their finger on my face..
this is what i get from them..
" nya la ku mdh suba.. te ati bmain jak.. cuba la serious sikit"
" ang x belajar nuan, dady nuan da complain ary nya mdh nuan makin ari makin malas"
the first saying is from HIM.. during exam, i never played ouky? i'm juz spending my day on games only during holidays.. i'm not playing around.. :'(
n the second saying is from my mum.. its kinda hurting me.. is it true.. am i getting lazy even when i'm reading the book almost all the time during the exam? is dat lazy? well, ouky then.. :(
my fault? i guess yea.. its ouky.. rily ouky.. now, i dunno to whom will i let go of this disappointment.. juz now, i let go of it by listening to some rohani songs.. it did comfort me a bit..
well, learnt from mistake kn?
ouky..
bye
