tonight, after struggling with additional mathematic, dunno why, i keep on staring at my hp screen.. waiting for his text.. then suddenly i think about my past.. when we meet..
on that dayy.....
30.10.2011
'pop' sound is heard to show dat one chat received.. well, from an unknown one.. it's u.. i still remember.. on dat tym, we're both taken by our special one.. we chat chat n chat until we get closer to each other.. honestly, on dat tym, i didn't have tym n mood to communicate with someone new.. but dunno why, i did replied ur chat..
day by day, we keep on chatting.. well, for short, everytym we both were on9, there must be a pop sound, n datz u! am getting more comfortable to b a part of ur life as friend..
around december last year, i still remember, u did make a confession to me.. but,my heart was still taken although physically, i was single.. bout ur confession, i didn't take it seriously as i dun want to give u any hopes.. well, hoping for something dat we never sure will be ours is hard kan..
then, a few weeks later, i'm taken.. we start to be apart.. but after i'm clashed with him, we still contact wth each other.. but not as closer like before..
then on january, i'm taken again.. but we still contact each other, thru phone or chatting.. i admit, its nice to contact with u.. ;)
but i never thought, dat day, 11 march 2012, u're mine.. my boy.. honestly, in early days couple, i only admire u.. my heart? even me myself can't find it..
day by day, week by week, month by month, my heart completely all about u.. i heart u start on one sunny day until now.. many thing did happened but surprisingly, it dont even make us fighting or quarelling.. there was once when u told me about ur ex-girl.. she wants u back kan? honestly, i'm afraid that u'll fall again to her.. but u did make me trust u again.. remember this? "bie sayau ke bbe siku aja" i trust u darl..
itz been two months ++ u're mine, we never fight over something.. even sometime especially on this exam week n some days before, u took a longgggggg time to reply one single text from me.. n i felt u dun have any time for me.. aku rasa dipinggirkan.. but berkat kesabaran yang ada, aku stay, silent n just keep it into myself.. i dun want juz because of dat single matter, it make us start to fight n fight n fight.. still remember the day when i told u about my dream? its rily freaking me out.. i'm scared if it do happen.. i dun want to lose u.. rily, i dont..
LINTON JUBIN THIEN, promise me, no matter what happen, dont let go of my hands.. cause i really get into u right now.. I HEART YOU!
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